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Alenel Calderon Bagtas - Geremia
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The Year-End Post
Saturday, December 29, 2007
I'm happy, though I'm sad.
'Tis the season to be jolly... La la la la la lalala... Wish ko lang kaya kong kantahin yan diba. Panu kasi, wala namang reason para maging jolly ako. Naubusan ata ako, di ko naabutan nung nagpasabog si Papa Jesus ng magagandang bagay sa buhay. Nasan ba kasi ako nun? Nakatulog ata ako? Nako, mukhang kailangan ngang bawas-bawasan ko na ang pagiging batugan ko. Kawawa naman tuloy ako. Ay, ay.
For the sake of posting something before the year comes to an end, I decided to look back and see if I really knew better now. Titignan ko kung ano nga ba ang tamang gawin in tough times.
This year is a tough one. I've faced truckloads of problems which I thought were too hard for me to handle, but then it turned out to be super easy. It's just that I was too blind to see how to solve it. As they say, "Don't problem the problem. Let the problem problem you." True enough, I've learned to move on kahit na problemado pa rin ako. I've learned to smile on the inside. Naging masaya pa rin ako even though nakapaligid sakin ang mga problemang akala ko eh makakapagpa-bagsak na sakin.
The best thing I learned this year was that smiling on the outside is also one way of hiding your feelings but it's also one way of telling yourself that you're never strong. Hiding everything behind a smile is okay, but then we must learn also to smile in the inside. How? We just have to accept everything that comes up. Tipong pag may unwanted circumstances, imbis na magreklamo, let's just enjoy the moment. Anyway, time's precious and lost time will never come again. Wag yung reklamo ng reklamo. Matuto tayong tumanggap ng mga pangyayari. Those unexpected moments pa rin naman are the most enjoyable eh. ^_^
Natutunan ko ring wag pagsisihan ang nakaraan. It's good to feel na wala kang burden sa nakaraan mo. Tipong free na free ka. If not for those mistakes, I won't be who I am right now. Kaya accept lang ng accept. Mas madali nga yun eh. Basta, mas okay na talaga. ^_^
Puro kakornihan na nilalagay ko dito. Feeling ko, walang sense kasi sa totoo lang, bad trip ako ngayon. Pero ano ba, bored ako eh. Kaya eto, post-post lang ng kung ano-ano. Totoo naman yang mga sinabi ko. Pero saka ko na ieelaborate ng todo. Wala na talaga ako sa mood.
Kaya yun lang muna.Advance Happy New Year na lang sa lahat!