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Sunday, December 2, 2007
I'm happy, though I'm sad.
Taken from Multiply.
Title: Moving on. =)
After a few days mourning for our break up, I decided to move on. Wala na namang point kung maghohold on pa ko, e sya na nga tong bumitaw. So I gave up. I gave up waiting for him. Dumating lang yung point na naisip ko, I don't have to explain myself to him coz wala naman akong ginagawang masama in the first place. Kung mali ako at hindi dahil ke Sir Aris kaya sya nakipagbreak sakin, bakit hindi nia sabihin sakin diba? So, okay.
I will go on, and I will move on .. -- let me stop there. May kasunod pa sana yan eh, yung 'all because of you.' kasi sa kanta ni Sarah Geronimo, ganun yung lyrics eh. Pero I will go on and I will move on para sa sarili ko. I don't want to live in the past, kung nagkakamali man ako ngayong present, it can be useful para matuto akong dumiskarte for the future. Ganun lang yun.
Dati, madalas kong sinasabi na hindi ko kakayanin pag nawala sya sakin. But then, dahil sa tulong ni Sir Aris, pinakita nia sakin na kakayanin ko mawala man sya. Yun lang, mas magiging masaya ang buhay ko kapag kasama ko sya. I have lived my life without him before, I can still do that now. Kulang na nga lang, hindi na ko kumpleto. Well, ganun talaga.
Ang masasabi ko lang, etong break up na to is somehow, good for both of us. Or, siguro para sa kanya. Atleast, makikita na ulit nya ung direksyon nia sa buhay na nawala because of me. Hindi ko naman sinasadyang magkaganun ang buhay nia eh. And I have no idea na ganun na pala. Sorry na lang, wala na naman akong ibang pwedeng sabihin eh. Sorry lang kung hindi sya naging masaya sakin, kung nagulo ko ung buhay nia, kung puro sakit ng ulo at heartaches ang binigay ko sa kanya. Akala ko kasi, masaya sya eh.
Ay naku! Tama na ang pagiging emo! Mababatukan na ko nito ni Pareng Aris eh! =))
Go lang ako ng go! Kaya to ng powers ko! Aja!