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I'm happy, though I'm sad.

Ayan, unang una, happy birthday sa tito ko. At syempre diba, kunwari, nababasa nia to. ;p Ayuuuun. Tuwa ko lang, nag-take out sya ng pizza. Haaay. Namiss ko rin ang Pizza Hut eh. ;p At syempre, ang dami kong nakain diba. Haha. Ang sakit nga ng tyan ko ngayon eh. Ayuuuun.

Actually, I was supposed to post a new entry na kahapon dito sa blog ko. Eh pagkatapos kong gawin ung permission letter na kailangan for Music Guild, nakalimutan ko nang magbblog pala ako so in-off ko na tohng pc. Ayuuun. Tinamad na kong buhayin uhlet kaya hindi na ko nakapagblog. Medyo marami din akong kwento. ;p

So .. Lemme start. Saan nga ba ako magsisimula? Hm. Sige, let's start with this girl sa school. She's new. Naging close kami, somehow. Pero nakakainis na sya. Grr. I hate her now. I barely talk to her. And I don't know if she has any idea. Kasi naman, napaka-flirt and all. Alam mo yun? Nakakabanas. Nandun sya lagi kung saan may lalake. Amp. Tapos pag nagkkwento sya, puro na lang tungkol sa lalake. Na kesyo nag-hi daw sa kanya si ganito at si ganyan. Nag-bbye daw si ganito. Tapos nakita daw ng gf ni ganyan na dinial ni ganyan ung number nia at mukhang nagseselos daw si ganito. She keeps on telling me (and the others) how her mom is indirectly, somehow, pairing her up with her officemate's son, who happens to be someone else's boyfriend IN OUR SCHOOL. Alam mo yun? Nakakabadtrip sya. Mukhang sabik na sabik sa lalake. Tapos eto pa, she got her new phone. Actually, hindi sya new. Old phone ng dad nia. Aba, sobra nang maka-lantad ng cellphone! Napalitan lang ung phone nia, grabe na kung idisplay ang cellphone. Anak ng. Tipong pag sasakay ako sa bus tuwing umaga, ang lakas lakas ng pinapatugtog nia. Samantalang dati, pinapahinaan nia ung sounds ng iba naming ka-bus. Langya. Ako nga na bago rin ang cellphone, hindi ko masyadong ineexpose ung phone ko eh. Duh. What's the point? Tssk. So yuuun. I hate her. X(

Next .. Hm. Ayun. Nung sunday, I was absent coz I was sick since friday night. Tapos I got a comment from Sir Aris, he's asking me why I was absent and told me they had a quiz that day. Sabi pa nga nya, "Yari ka. :D" haha. Ayuun. Wala lang. Miss nia lang ako. Lol. Honestly, I admire that guy. Role model ko talaga sya. Kasi he's very smart, talented, funny. Alam mo yun? Yung talagang qualities na hahanapin mo sa isang guy, nasa kanya na. I'm not saying he's perfect, no one is perfect. I'm just saying na he's good. Seriously. And I am glad that we've come across each other's path in this lifetime. :)

I saw Ishy's profile and I just realized that I am not alone. Yehaaay! I feel her. :) Sometimes, we just need to believe in ourself to make the most out of things. We are never obliged to please anyone. Only God alone. Kaya let's be ourselves. So what if they doesn't wanna be friends with me? Sabi nga ni gerlpren (Divine), it's not my loss. It's theirs. Haha. OMG. I pity them. :))

I am happy. Kasi there these two friends of mine who just migrated to somewhere else. One is in Australia and one is in Qatar. But despite the distance, we remained as friends. We talk on the phone, call/text each other, chat, basta we keep in touch. And I am so happy. Kasi distance never became a hindrance for us. :) Special mention, Ayah and Francine. :) I love you both.

So I was browsing through my old journal yesterday and I eventually came across with my topic about the things that a 'perfect' guy would do. I wrote everything in there. Everything I got from the internet. Everything that came to my mind. Mostly, its about how I wish Aaron would do things like that, how he would be more special if he was this and he was that, how I want him to change, to be more sweet, to be more showy with his feelings. After reading all those and reflecting for some time, I came to realize that he is more than that perfect guy. He more that everything I ever asked for. And he did change! Okay, I dunno what his life was like before we met but sources (haha, sources e no?) told me that he wasn't like this before. He wasn't selfish with his girl, he wasn't sweet, he was just not the 'ideal boyfriend' back then. And now, as I said, he's more than enough. He's selfish when it comes to his girl, ahem, and I love him for that. He's sweet, though sometimes, I say he's not. Basta. I love him. He loves me. UN ANG BOTTOMLINE! ;p

And again, I came to realize that there are people who will just come to your life to make you see that some things weren't really meant to last. Ahem, friendship, ahem. Hala, eto na naman ako sa topic na toh. See, this is how it works. You meet people, you befriend them, you gossip, then you talk about personal stuffs, and you watch for each other's backs. When you stop seeing each other, it doesn't really mean you stop your friendster, este! Friendship pala. Diba? You go out together every once in a while and even if you have a whole new set of friends, they are still different. Right? So why can't I see this now? Nabubura na sa isip ko ang totoong meaning ng salitang 'friends.' I've been here in Dubai for almost 4 years now and still, I have noooooo idea how many 'real' friend I've made throughout that almost 4 years. Haaaaaay. Tama na nga. I should be happy. ;)

And oh, btw, I'm Imelda Marcos na uli for the Social Studies Gameshow chuchu. Hindi raw kasi well-known si Condoleezza Rice sa school namin. Aba, ehwan ko na dun sa mga schoolmates ko, hindi ata nagbabasa ng newspaper o nanunuod man lang ng balita! Amp. :))

Osya. Un lang. ;)

Always,
Nel Geremia

You're all I need to be with

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