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You are most welcome to visit my insanity ward. :]
The Lunatic♥
that they don't seem to know.
Alenel Calderon Bagtas - Geremia
A.
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God's.
Workmanship.
Aaron's.
Wife.
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depression.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
I'm happy, though I'm sad.
Okay, so I was watching One Tree Hill kanina. Dun sa part na may nagrelease nung time capsule nila.
Kasi nga, they were asked to say something dun sa time capsule. Ung mga nararamdaman nila & stuff. Ganun. Pero walang ibang nakaka-alam. Sila lang sa sarili nila. Irerelease lang un after 50 years. Eh may isang b*tch na naglabas nung time capsule. So na-reveal na lahat-lahat sa buong campus. Nilagay pa nga sa net. Aun. Nagkanda-leche-leche na ung buhay nung mga studyante.
And then I came to realize how depression can really manipulate you and make you do things that you're not supposed to do. Depression makes you someone you're really not. Lalo na sa America. Grabe lang.
Parang same dun sa lumabas na balita dati about sa gunman sa Virginia ata un? See, he's also depressed, I think. Or... Maybe, galit sila sa ibang tao. Pero basta.. Ehwan!
Nalulungkot tuloy ako. Namatay din kasi si Keith sa OTH. Waaaaa. :(
Haaaay. Buti na lang ako, hindi ako nagkaka-ganun. Nyahaha. Though I get to feel so down. Kahit na sobrang depressed ako. I just need something to draw my attention to. Or atleast, I get to talk to someone about it. Masaya na ko dun. Kailangan ko lang ilabas ung nararamdaman ko in some way, then ok na. Ganun lang naman ako lagi. May mga tendencies na tinatago ko pa rin sa sarili ko pero atleast, I can still gather myself together. Hindi pa ko nag-bbreakdown. And that's good. :)
Ohwell. ^___^